Day 11: Back pains!

1 and a half week before grad. WTH. It’s coming and there. I’m out of High School.

Had our practices the whole week. Had my exams last Wednesday and Thursday. Had our last mass for the school-year today. Yeah. We’re almost about to end this school-year. Oh yeah.

Oh hell. I’m experiencing again my usual back pains. It came back. Thought it was gone but there, it’s haunting me right now. I need some sleep I guess. Been sitting too much with a curved back. Maybe that’s the reason or so. 

What else? Bequeathal on Tuesday. Our Senior’s Night on Sunday next week. Busy sched. Oh what the hell. Can I get some rest? Although we’re not on a regular school-day schedule this week, I’m sure that we’ll be doing a lot of tasks and preparations for Graduation and other school requirements to complete. Now I’m experiencing how hard being a graduate is. Thought we’re just going to get our diploma and just bow then DONE! But NOOOOO!! We have to do a lot of things just in order to graduate. WTH?

Oh well. Wish me luck I guess.

Day 10: Almost about to graduate

Well, I was busy the last few days so I haven’t had any entries to be posted here. Guess the “graduation excitement” is kicking in my system. A few more days and I’m out of High School. Finally! Well, I’ll be missing a lot. Good-bye to all that I’m going to miss.

Already took up my first set of exams today and 3 more for tomorrow. I’ll be at least cleared and will worry nothing after I finish my exams but we’ll be having our practice in the afternoon so still, a full day ahead of me for tomorrow. The f*ck?

What now? The past few days were boring as it was still the same. Sluggish and blah. No improvements, non-sense stuffs happened and everything was just the same, except for a few things that I’ve noticed but nah, just my imagination getting inside of me. My parents will be out this weekend, well, just for a day so I’m limited from the morning until before midnight to go anywhere else I want but yeah, still the same. Too lazy enough to go anywhere else.

Bequeathal and Grad Ball next week. Gradudation next next week and summer at the start of April. Finally, I could relax again for 2 months. I’ll just be dealing with my examinations for college then there. Hope college wouldn’t be that bad as what I’ve heard from others.

Day 9: BOOM!

Today’s a Sunday. Days where I woke up right before noon. A day where all I would do is just sit in front of my laptop or PC surfing through the net or doing nothing. Days where I usually serve in our Church’s mass every 5 pm. A family day to many, A couple’s day to some and an ordinary day to me. Nah!

Been up late last night. I slept around 2 am then Mom woke me up at around 6 in the morning for something. I quickly went back to sleep then woke up again at 11. That was a long sleep I guess but I badly needed that due to the stress I had the past weeks. So stressing month.

I continued watching 27 dresses last night and it was nice. I guess many have already watched it so you know the story.

Today, Time Bomb by All Time Low is on repeat on my WMP. Youtube link Here. I got hooked when a friend of mine recommended it to me. Guess ATL still makes great songs. Stoked about their upcoming album. The Straight-to-DVD album? Got to have a copy of it. I already watched it over Youtube but the vids we’re not complete. I got to see their whole performance like the Final Riot! of Paramore and Read Between the Lines of Boys Like Girls. They’re my music Gods.

What else? Yeah. School tomorrow again. I’ll be having my exams on Wednesday and Thursday I think. Graduation practice, Bequeathal and Senior’s Night coming up. Still nothing to wear at those events. Don’t know what to.

Oh well, might go to the mall later in the evening for something. Hope I could get something to wear.

Day 8: A few more weeks..

Been busy with school the past few days that’s why I haven’t been blogging and updating my blogs. It was such tiring week coming back to school again from a week of just being at home. Guess it’s really stressing being at school rather at home. Anyways, a lot of events happened as we are about to graduate. A few more weeks.

Senior’s Night has been moved from the 29th to the 27th for I don’t know reason. Well, it was great having it on a Sunday but I learned that my family on my mother’s side will be having our usual family lunch. Well, good thing it’s in the morning and our event is at night so I just have to shorten my stay at my grandma’s house then prepare for our Senior’s Night. So stoked!

Graduation is still at the 31st. Don’t know yet where to eat after our Grad but I want to eat some pizza and pasta so I have some choices of where to go. Our family lunch is also dedicated for us graduates as my sister and I are going to graduate this year except that she’s graduation from college and I’m from High School. 

What else? We haven’t done anything in school the past week. We were just there at our room playing, listening or doing something else not related to academics. That’s great. What we usually do every time school’s about to end except that we’re now doing it for the LAST TIME OF OUR LIVES. I’m really going to miss High School but well, we shall Move On. I’ve got to face a new phase in my life and I have to overcome it in order to attain a life of my own.

I feel sorry for those who were affected by the Earthquake and Tsunami at Japan. Hope they’re now fine and sorry for the family who lost the loved ones. It was really a tragic moment for the world at what happened to Japan. Really weird. People now are thinking that signs of 2012 are really happening but we should be optimistic. It’s not really the end of the world right? I don’t know but I hope it’s not. Let’s just support Japan as they try to rebuild their country from the disaster that struck them so badly.

And I hope that’s the last tragic incident that would happen in our World. We should now realize that our Mother Earth is really not happy with what we’re doing so better start and change our world. Quit joking and messing around, we need to be serious about this or else.

So then, I hope I could update this more often. It’s not comfortable not making entries daily. It’s a part of my daily routine.

We’ll be what?

Day 7: SIGNS…

Well, I came back to school yesterday and things were still the same. Although a lot said they’ve missed me, only one person really made me happy that she missed me. Thank God. Wish I could go absent for a week again and see how would see react to it again. Haha. I missed her too that much. I was really glad I’ve seen her after a week and a half and it enlightened my spirit. I was inspired again.

We didn’t have any regular class and we were just completing our requirements. We had our song practice earlier and it turned out well or not? But still, people are getting to our song and that’s nice, at least for now. What else?

Ash Wednesday. Gotta do Fasting. Start of Lent. Gotta be good again.

What else?

The signs. Yeah! The signs! It’s happening. I can’t keep up with it. I can’t tell now whether I’m going to pursue her or not. I can’t choose. I’m still confused but..

No classes tomorrow. Finally, another day to rest again.

Well, good luck

Invading my proprety

What I really hate about people is that they keep on intruding what I own, especially things that I keep as something private or just a secret. I don’t know what they lack but they really should learn respecting others’ privacy even though they’re related or something.

I’m not that person who always invade or intrude what others’ own. I don’t even care at what they do in their lives. They could say that I’m selfish and insensitive but what? I don’t care. They’re grown-ups so they should know how to respect others’ property and not doing anything with it.

What if I said something about you? You were just guilty that’s why you got mad at me. Then you’re saying that I’m not respecting you? How am I going to respect you if you can’t even be fair with respecting us? It’s not fair that you have the total advantage and being the boss of anyone. I’m not going to be a slave at that instant. I will do what I want, when I want and no one could ever dictate me if you’re like that.

Well, our sibling rivalry turned out to be favoring her as our dad supported her and he got angry at me. My “FAULT” again. That’s what I’m getting for not being with him for a long-time. Glad that it happened, who cares about a father like him? At least I have my mom, whom I know is very supportive at me even though she’s like that.

Uh, another family thing. If I could just.. Nah. I should just do things on my own.

Day 6: Hey, MONDAY!

Still stuck here at home. 1 and a half week at home (including the weekends). I’ve just been to the mall then back. Never gone farther like what I usually do after school. I may be back tomorrow to take my tests and yeah, to finally prepare for our graduation. I may miss a lot during my 1 and a half week vacation but I’m not so excited to be back. Well, I’ll be seeing their faces again which I had enough for the past 10 months of my life and gladly, I’ll just be seeing them for less than 3 weeks. HA!

I’m used to staying at home on school days due to sickness or something. I didn’t even go schooling for a year but they let me study again and tada! I’m off to college. FREEDOM! or not, I heard it will be harder than High School and you’ll be missing your HS life but nah, FREEDOM is what I prefer. I’m mature so I don’t need those memories of my HS. Just my friends.

What now? Well, I somehow forgot that anger I felt from yesterday but still, my sister is like what she used to every time after we had our arguments. Typical her and I DON’T REALLY CARE. She has her own life, fuck her own.

I might get busy again so I may not be frequent at posting on my sites but gladly I put up this posterous and now, I’ll be able to update my sites and just let posterous autopost them everywhere. SOUNDS GREAT. No need to worry of what blog isn’t updated with my entries. I’ve all connected them here. HAHA!

Day 5: “Maybe it’s not my weekend”

Typical weekend, like the good old weekends. Well, it was a great start. Slow one like what I want. Went to mall with mom and my sister. Window-shopped for my pants and other stuff that I’ll be needing this month for our school events. Our Bequeathal, our Seniors’ Night, our Graduation, Grad parties and farewell parties with friends. Preparing myself for the incoming Summer season. This is going to be great.

Then in the evening, went to church to do my service. Everything went well until I got home and my dad and other sister came back from somewhere. She was very annoying for she keeps on intervening with our conversation of me and my mom. Well, she was always like that every time and I really was pissed off so we had our sibling argument again. It was a long story at how it get there (she was totally angry at me for something I did way before that happened) so I’ll just make a new post about how it really happened. A separate one to explain everything.

Well, MOnday tomorrow. Still not going to school, still not having my exams but still, I’m going to graduate no matter what. Come on. Please be happy for me. Please do. Even though I lost some inspiration as she hooked up with someone again. But still, I’m here. Finding someone to inspire me again and gladly, someone I’m really close to. She now inspires me.

Yey for C!

MYOB